I'v been doing something else.
So actually I couldn't paint at all for a while.
and my life messed up little by little and its getting harder to comeback.
now I give it all up and got to start it again.
I don't want complaining about it because everyone has their own problems
and aslo I feeling its too harsh for me is true.
but I know nobody can be my solution to fix it but myself.
I hope this time ..